I rarely do a negative post but I feel that is how this one is going to be.. Its ok if you skip reading this one but I think writing it will be good for me!
I am super confused about life right now and what I am supposed to be doing.
I have had some very clear answers to some big life decisions and all those things have completely fallen through.. It seems all the things in my life that I felt good about the past month have crumbled and now I feel alone and lost...
Everyone keeps telling me to be positive and that everything will work out..
I really am trying but its starting to get hard..
I know that my trails right now are small when compared to many others but to be I am feeling very overwhelmed and frustrated..
I think I am generally a more positive person so I hate this right now.. I hate looking forward to good things right no because everything I do look forward to falls through.. I feel as though I have been on a huge losing streak for a while..
Kelly broke up with me...
People who I thought were friends are not...
Housing keeps falling though..
I've been lied too
I feel betrayed by a few people..
and I could go on but that's not fun to read..
I do know that things will turn out and I'll be ok but life is hard right now... I just need a small answer to something. Just one thing to work out...
Sorry that this was a negative post... I could go into detail about everything but I am done with crying for today!
I promise the next post will be more positive!!