I need to update this more!!! Just a quick post of things I am looking forward today

Spring...

Graduation..

Easter

New Friends

Europe

New Job Possibilities..

Family time..

Sewing Projects...

just to name a few 

ugh...

I rarely do a negative post but I feel that is how this one is going to be.. Its ok if you skip reading this one but I think writing it will be good for me! 

I am super confused about life right now and what I am supposed to be doing. 

I have had some very clear answers to some big life decisions and all those things have completely fallen through.. It seems all the things in my life that I felt good about the past month have crumbled and now I feel alone and lost... 

Everyone keeps telling me to be positive and that everything will work out.. 

I really am trying but its starting to get hard.. 

I know that my trails right now are small when compared to many others but to be I am feeling very overwhelmed and frustrated.. 

I think I am generally a more positive person so I hate this right now.. I hate looking forward to good things right no because everything I do look forward to falls through.. I feel as though I have been on a huge losing streak for a while..

Kelly broke up with me... 

People who I thought were friends are not...

Housing keeps falling though..

I've been lied too

Talked about...

I feel betrayed by a few people..

and I could go on but that's not fun to read..

I do know that things will turn out and I'll be ok but life is hard right now... I just need a small answer to something. Just one thing to work out... 

Sorry that this was a negative post... I could go into detail about everything but I am done with crying for today! 

I promise the next post will be more positive!!

These past few weeks I have been thinking a lot about a few things.. I few weeks ago I went to the temple to do a session. However the session was too full so they split us into two groups. I decided to go do initiatorys. While I was there I was listening and one thing really stuck out to me. I really liked how we shouldn't speak guile.

I really don't consider myself a mean person, but tend to get annoyed and complain about things people do that really are not a big deal.

For me its pretty easy not to sit and talk about the negative aspects of a person.

But I still do complain about things.. a roommate who has left dishes in a sink.. a friend who has been grumpy... maybe someone didn't invite me to something..

plans fell through... anyways you get the picture...

So the past few weeks I have tried not to speak guile..

The past few weeks people have annoyed me way more than usual!

I was far from perfect on this but it is something I will keep working on!

I love dating someone who truly inspires me to be better..

Kelly is one of the nicest people I know, he always has good things to say about everyone and rarely ever says anything negative!

Here is to a new week and trying to keep those mean things I want to say in!

Hopefully by not saying anything rude will make it so I don't think mean things either!!

2011

I can't believe 2011 is almost over! Just a week left!

It has been a good year so much has happened

There have been lessons learned.. tears cried...trips... lots of laughter..new friends

Here is my year in a recap!

January: After welcoming in the new year with great friend my year started out great!

February: Work and school seemed to keep me busy!

March: More work and school! I am sure I played too but I can't remember specific things!

April: I went to LA and Vegas with Mandy! Super fun trip!!

May: Disneyland with Aimee, Michelle, and Cameron! Perfect weekend get away!

June: I started dating Skyler.. Went to Washington with Beccah! Went to Yellowstone..

July: I had my first clinic experience with school.. It was fun meeting all the girls from my program!

August: Finished the summer clinic...started back to work and school.. A weekend trip with the branch to Darby..

September: Broke up with Skyler..

October: Had a great Halloween, we dressed up as Mario Character's.

November: Started dating Kelly :) Had an amazing Thanksgiving. I also got a cute little nephew! I love you Jaxon!

December: Went to LA to see WICKED! with Kelly, Aimee, Edson, Mandy, Amanda, and Mike

It was so fun!

I am looking forward to spending the holidays with Kelly and our families!

I have been blessed so much this year!

I look forward to seeing what 2012 brings!

Day 4

I am so thankful for my ADORABLE niece and nephews!!

I love them more than anything!

Here is the newest one! Born just a few hours ago!

Jaxon Reed...

I am already in love with him!

Here is Jacie-bug...

This girl is my favorite girl in the entire world!

She makes me happy!

I think she is so fun and she just cracks me up!!

And Boe

LOVE this kid!

He has such a fun personality and just makes me smile!

These kids are all so fun and I seriously can't get enough of them!!

Day 3

Today I am thankful for my grandma!

Seriously she is one of the coolest people I know!

I love her!

She is one person that I know that will always be there for me no matter what!

I love it when I get text messages from her!

If you haven't met her, you should!!

Today my post is that I am thankful for ZUMBA!!

Seriously if you haven't tried it you need to do so!

It is tons of fun and a great workout!

I love how much of a stress reliever it is!

I have even lost weight doing it!

I used to wear a size 8 and now the last pair of pants I bought were a 4..

Anyways Maybe Zumba is weird to be thankful for but it is a blast!

I have been going 2-3 times a week and would recommend going to anyone!!

If you live around Idaho Falls Ashley Curry is amazing!